This is here, This is now...

I just poured my soul, to someone I don’t know. Have never met or even talked to.

Why? Because they feel that their life has come to a place, that they have no way out of. They don’t want to live on this earth any longer.

It breaks my heart. And if I can possibly say something to make that person think, I will. I can’t know that someone is wanting to end their life and do nothing. I can’t turn my head, as if it’s not there. It is.

It’s people that don’t say anything, that regret it. Sometimes people just need to know that people are out there, that care. Whether you know them or not. 

I don’t remember the exact details of this story but a man had committed suicide. He had walked passed many people on a bridge. Later they found a note he had left behind “If just one person smiles at me, I won’t do it”. No one smiled at him. Someone could have saved that mans life, just by a smile.

I promise you, no matter how dark things get, no matter how trapped you feel, things really do get better. There is always a brighter day and a way out.

I’m not just saying this because I think it’s the right thing to say but because I know first hand. I’ve been there. Several times. And if I had followed through with anything, I wouldn’t know the amazing people in my life. I wouldn’t have experienced such happiness that I have. I wouldn’t know what it felt like to have a true best friend. To feel the love of my family. 

And I’d be hurting several people, had I gone through with it. It’s not just me I have to worry about, but those around me.

You’re loved. I promise you that. 

If you’re ever having problems, if you’re ever thinking these thoughts, you can talk to me. I may be a stranger but I care. I’m here for anyone, anytime of the day, any day. Talk to me or someone you trust.

Please, that’s all I’m asking.

I love you. Seriously.